We'll Meet Again

We'll meet again
Don't know where
Don't know when
But I'm sure we'll meet again
Some sunny day

Title: Johnny Cash (but ORIGINALLY Vera Lynn in the 40's) - We'll Meet Again

The title song of today is one of my favorite songs of all time. Just so you know

I'm going away for quite a few days from tomorrow on. I'm leaving for England. Brighton first, then London. I'm probably gonna be blogging a little bit with my mobile. My mobile blog is, as said before, http://soniclizzzmobile.blogspot.com/

Don't think there's a lot more I'll be saying now, since nothing too much has happened now. But be sure to check up on my mobile blog, because I won't be blogging here for a while!

Have a GREAT summer!

Maybe Someday You'll Come And Save Me

Title: Lazlo Bane - Midday Train

Seems like my girlfriend just read my last blog post. So now she's opening up to me, but I feel like it's more to prove me wrong than to convince me, if you understand what I mean. But yeah, I probably should be there more for her now, since she just ended going to a school she's been at for 10 years. It's just that I feel like she's a long way from me (mentally, not physically, since she's as long away as always physically) and I just quit the school I've been going to for two years, and are most likely never going to meet some of those friends I've had there, and some of the friends I've had for twelve years, and that's just hard on me right now. But we're not talking about that. And no one's told me they wish me a good summer.

"And maybe someday you'll come and save me
Just before the midday train comes crashing over to take my number
Well could it be, I just believe
And only have an optimistic afternoon"

-Lazlo Bane

Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart

Title: HIM - Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart

I think I'm turning jealous a lot more than usually lately, because my girlfriend seems to be uninterested in me, and not love me anymore, to be quite honest with you. She doesn't always say it back when I tell her I love her, she stopped having me in her nick on MSN and I feel like she's embarresed about me. And my jealous mind also tells me that she can remove me from her nick and such so that she can get other guys interested in her and have an affair behind my back.

You're all I ever wanted, yes you, my love

And I'm Ready To Take Your Sweet Six Six Six

Title: HIM - Your Sweet Six Six Six

Right now, I'm a bit pissed off. I just got HIM's "Razorblade Romance" as a vinyl today, which WAS supposed to have this track list:

I Love You (Prelude To Tragedy)
Poison Girl
Join Me In Death
Right Here In My Arms
Gone With The Sin
Razorblade Kiss
Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart
Heaven Tonight
Death Is In Love With Us
Resurrection
One Last Time
Sigillum Diaboli
The 9th Circle

But instead, it's got this track list:

Your Sweet Six Six Six
Poison Girl
Join Me In Death
Right Here In My Arms
Bury Me Deep Inside Your Heart
Wicked Game
I Love You (Prelude To Tragedy)
Gone With The Sin
Razorblade Kiss
Resurrection
Death Is In Love With Us
Heaven Tonight
Sigillum Diaboli
One Last Time

Now, you might say "What's the big deal? You got one more song!" but the big deal, is that that ONE song I lost from the first album that was replaced with two others, was the song I mainly bought this vinyl for. "The 9th Circle" is nearly impossible to get a hold on at all, and to get it on vinyl is nearly impossible, so therefore I bought this album, since I love HIM and I want as many of their songs as possible (since absolutely EVERY HIM song I've ever heard has been perfect, and I've heard them all).

But it's got pretty good quality. Some skipping of songs, but mainly great. Had a lot of problems to get Audacity to be able to play it though, but it seems to work...for now.

Yesterday evening I was out fishing with a friend of mine. We both rode scooters (or mopeds) out there, which was his first time ever driving a moped. We didn't get a single fish, but I don't regret it despite of that.

Today, I've been home all day because there just isn't any school. I apperently got really sleepy from yesterday's trip, because I slept for 11 hours straight tonight. That's...quite a lot, isn't it?

It Ain't Me Babe

Title: Bob Dylan - It Ain't Me Babe

I'm just so sick of hearing about how all guys look handsome in a suit, especially when I know that it's not about me. It makes me jealous and it's just...tiring me out. Can't wait for this school day to be over (despite it not even having started yet)

People Are People So Why Should It Be?

Title: Depeche Mode - People Are People

I've probably got a big problem with my jealousy. Or I guess I do. But you try to not be jealous when your girlfriend is the perfect girl for you and she's surrounded by boys she's been in love with all the time, and she's talking to them, a bit flirty with them and touches them. Even on their asses.

But let's talk about something else, then. I'm currently feeling like I'm gonna throw up any second now. I didn't handle the chiropractor therapy too well today, and haven't been quite healthy since I went to him. I've got some headache as well, but it's nothing too big. I'm REALLY cold now. Like, freezing. I've got to stay cold, or at least not hot, before going to bed these days, because otherwise I won't be able to sleep at night for some hours, and that's just...not a good idea with my thoughts lately. Things can get pretty fucked up by that.

Now I started talking negatively again. Let me talk about some great things then.

The greatest I can think of right now (that's news), is that today, I got two CD's by mail! It was Cary Brothers' "Waiting For Your Letter" EP and Lazlo Bane's "11 Transistor". I LOVE Cary Brothers' music, and especially the song "Waiting For Your Letter", but I've unfortunately not been able to get hand on it before I bought it AND Lazlo Bane's "11 Transistor", which is a CD I've been looking for since 2003 or 2004, from an eBay-seller in Hong Kong. I'm SUPER happy about receiving them both, but unfortunately, I can't use MY computer to rip the "11 Transistor"-album onto my computer, so gotta use my dad's computer or something tomorrow.

Tomorrow, I'll also be going to school, which RARELY (luckily) is the case lately. We're gonna be having a...oh, I don't know. Something to try to make us figure out what the fuck we wanna do with our lives. Always boring, but hopefully, I'll have some "friends" there that I can talk to and be bored with. Always fun to embarress some of them.

I think I miss my grandfather

Some Days I Feel Like Cryin'. Don't matter if it's rain or sun

Title: Jeremy Kay - Have It All

Today's song is a song which you should listen to RIGHT NOW! I've got MANY personal feelings attached to this song, but I've kinda forgotten to LISTEN to it (I've been singing on it every month for 7 years) for the last 3-4 years. Despite it sounding like a sad song on the title, it's...it is what you make of it! I can make it into a sad song or into a great happy tune.

I just wrote it down now, because really, I feel like I just go from happy to sad in a gun shot, and it's just...not that cool. I feel like I'm not living up to my expectations. I feel like people are expecting me to be the coolest, funniest, smartest, most clever guy ever, and that I should be making music that fits others better. I don't know what I should do with my life. I wish I didn't have to live up to so many people's expectations.

Sometimes, I wish I could just be

Dear Readers

Dear readers, please do NOT press the Google AdSense-advertising for fun. They are only to be pressed when there's something of interest for you. They've shut down my account now, and I'm only hoping to be accepted into their program again. I quite like to be a part of Google AdSense, so please don't get me banned again if I'm accepted to re-open my account.

-Sonic Lizzz

I Just Can't Get You Out Of My Head

Title: Kylie Minogue - Can't Get You Out Of My Head

(yes, I like some of Kylie's music)

Today, I've been with my girlfriend for 17 MONTHS! That's quite a lot of time! When I also tell you that we've never had a big arguement, then that's pretty huge! I still love her, and keep falling madly in love with her, and I still think she's the perfect girl for me!

Other than that, this day is...boring, actually, because I'm just preparing for the preparation of my oral exam, which is tomorrow at 10 AM. At 10.30 AM is my actual oral exam. I'm not really nervous, but that's probably because I don't have high expectations for myself.

I've learned what an asymptote is, what a tangent is, what a secant is and what an interval is. I've also written down my explanations for them are (so if anyone's having trouble finding out what they are, come ask me). I've also learned a lot of other things, but they're not THAT concrete, so I can't really tell you. I feel like I'm getting better in math, which MIGHT save my math grade this year (but most likely not).

See You At The Bitter End

Title: Placebo - The Bitter End

The title for this post, is from a great song by one of my favorite bands. Check out Placebo if you haven't already. And buy "Sleeping With Ghosts", because it's one of the best albums EVER made! It's the most perfect album I can think of that's not made by HIM (or The Beatles)!

I don't know how long it's been since I last blogged now, but it's not really that important either. Today I got a crappy news, and that was that for oral exam, I'm gonna have MATH! It's the worst case scenario for me, because I suck at math, and has done since the start of 8th grade. Or, I started to suck then, but it's when I started High School that I REALLY started to notice, since I got good grades throughout primary school. I don't know WHAT I'm supposed to have about in math though, just SOMETHING from the book (which means it can LITTERALLY be ANYTHING within 59 different subjects! The task itself isn't given me before half an hour before I am to hold my exam...and I can't use ANY communication at that moment.

I don't think I'm doing too good myself lately. My mood is jumping a lot, and I have VERY little control over my OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, search on Wikipedia if you don't know what it is). Hopefully, I'll get better soon, but it doesn't seem like it at this very moment. I'm not sure how to handle the mood swings I'm feeling either. I went from being happy to a mood best described as "I wish I could "kill" myself, but not really die, just get lost from all reality, because I suck so badly". I could start with lithium, I believe it is that'll help against mood swings, but it's VERY dangerous. Should be because you got major problems as a manic depressive, and my manic depressions aren't that bad in a way lately, I feel it's my OCD. Or what the hell do I know. I can't think very long backwards now a days either, just a couple of days.

Stigmata - Blood And Gasoline

Title: The 69 Eyes - Stigmata (no matter which version)

Don't think I've blogged for a day or two now, so why not do it now that I've got the oppotunity and has SOMETHING to blog about.

Yesterday, my girlfriend was at my place again. We had a LOVELY time together. We were on a "picnic" for three hours. That picnic was held by the...lake or sea or something, on a cool rock. We got there by driving my moped. Not entirely legal, but it didn't seem like it was bothering anyone. It will most likely be repeated again some day. Probably this summer.

Today though, I'm still on a strike, which means I'm home, and I've been recording some music today. But that wasn't what I was supposed to say. What I was supposed to tell you about now, was that some weeks back, I ordered a single by The 69 Eyes (GREAT Finnish rock band, you should check them out, especially the albums "Wrap Your Troubles In Dreams", "Wasting The Dawn" and "Devils") which was in limited edition (500 editions) on a red vinyl. I GOT IT IN THE MAIL TODAY! It's supposed to have "Wrap Your Troubles In Dreams" (the song) as its A-side and "Stigmata (Gothic Mix)" as its B-side, but its A-side was "Call Me" (great cover song, where as the original one was made by the band Blondie). Not quite sure what the B-side is yet, because I'm recording it as I write. Now I've listened to it for some while, and it's Stigmata at the very least, not sure what kind of mix. But it's freakin' long!

I recommend EVERYONE interested in music (especially cult music, jazz, classic music or classic rock, since it's usually them who release vinyl, but basically, if your favorite bands release vinyls, GET ONE!) to get a vinyl player that can convert vinyl to digital files. The sound quality of a "fresh" (unused) vinyl is uncomperable to anything else, really. I'm gonna start storing these kind of vinyl files as .wav-files instead of .mp3-files as I used to, because they're much greater in quality (but takes up A LOT more space as well)!

Now I found out I can't edit the information on the songs in Ubuntu after I've saved them though, so I have to do that right away when editing. Weird thing is that I added an album, but it didn't pick up on that. But NOW I'm JUST talking to MYSELF, and that I can do fine WITHOUT blogging, so good bye!

(And now my dearly beloved blogging program, Blogilo, failed at posting this blog post. I hope it gets better soon)

The Look Of Love Is In Your Eyes

Title: Diana Krall - The Look Of Love

Today, I've been with the lovely ms Universe. She really is great! We were together yesterday as well. That was cool. We were at a Green Day concert, where Joan Jett & The Blackhearts (!) were the warm-up band. Green Day surprised me positively as a live band. I'd say it's the third best concert I've EVER been to! Don't think I've ever been looser at a concert either, which isn't really that loose.

But TODAY, me and my girlfriend were at my place. First, we went to the pharmacy to get me some nasal spray for my allergy. I ran empty of it last night, and I'm feeling like I'm sick, because I can nearly not breathe, and I keep coughing and I just...yeah, I feel a bit sick, but it'll hopefully get much better soon. Second, we went to buy a pair of headset to her. I had a coupon (which is kinda...weird to use, but still, cool). After that, we went home to my place, where we were just...cuddling and having fun and having a great time together. I love her SO MUCH!

12D3

Title: Gorillaz - 12D3

Just a quick blog post right here now: I feel like a good boy now, for listening through this entire electronic alternative hip hop pop album at once. It didn't leave many songs to be more...attractive, only perhaps the two last ones "Left Hand Suzuki Method" and "12D3". Other than that, "19-2000 (Soulchild Remix)", "Dracula", "Rock The House (Radio Edit)", "Clint Eastwood (Phi Life Cypher Version)" and "Ghost Train" are songs I remember from...9 years ago.

Get The Cool Shoeshine!

Title: Gorillaz - 19-2000

As I was sorting in last months CD's now, I figured out I should listen through those I've never listened to EVERYTHING on. So, at this moment, I'm "ripping" Gorillaz' "G Sides" to my computer. I'm gonna listen through it once, and then perhaps never again. Not sure why I haven't sold it, because I didn't even like it back when I bought it (I wanted "Gorillaz" by Gorillaz, but my dad convinced me that "G Sides" would get new hits on it and was the new thing by them...he was wrong).

My girlfriend's...somewhere in this fine country right now, on a bus with 30-100 15-16 year old people. I've got to admit, I don't really envy that. I'm pretty happy RIGHT HERE! On a strike with some demos recently recorded and trying to listen through a "new" CD. I'll probably watch Dr. Strangelove later today. I'm looking forward to it, and I'm thinking it'll be a new favorite movie. But then again, who knows?

The song I got my title from (19-2000) is pretty cool. Even though I'm listening to the Soulchild Remix of it.

I kinda wanna get some more garage rock in my collection. It's too little of it there. The only garage rock I REALLY have, is on a CD that came with an Uncut magazine, where the artists are described as "Bands that were punk before punk" or something like that. The Monks have a great song on it. And some others. But nothing by my favorite garage rock band (so far, The Monks MIGHT get that title later on), The Sonics.

I'm So Sick

Title: Flyleaf - I'm So Sick

Today, I've had a day off because of the strike. It started...crappy. I woke up feeling I had to throw up...and did, but I didn't have anything to throw up, so the only thing I got up, was spit and slime and stuff like that. And I had a head ache. I woke up at 7 AM! That's TOO EARLY when I've got a school break. 40 minutes, I woke up and "threw up" the same things again. Then I slept until 11 AM or something, and then I was fine, but still had a bit of a headache. I got breakfast in bed.

After that, I got up to watch The Godfather Part 2, which I actually liked better than Part 1. I thought it was just 2 hours, but it apperently was 3 hours long, but split on two discs. Didn't eat anything for lunch. BUT I got "Mars Attacks!" on DVD today from Play.com, so that was just so awesome! Gonna be watching films while ms Universe is gone, which she will start being as of tomorrow. I'll miss her. Everything's not okay at all time now a days, but we'll pull through. I know I love her, and I hope she still loves me back for real, and as long as you have love, everything else is figureable, right?

Probably will blog more these following days, but perhaps more on my other blog than on this one, which is: http://soniclizzzmobile.blogspot.com/ which I use my mobile phone to blog with.